Chapter 7 - The Judge Who Asked Me One Question|

My father's petition was thirty-seven pages long.
Thirty-seven pages explaining why I was supposedly incapable of making my own decisions.
According to Edmund Ashford, I suffered from emotional instability.
I invented traumatic memories.
I made dangerous accusations against family members.
And I had recently married a powerful stranger because I couldn't understand the consequences of my own actions.
I read every page.
Then I threw the document across the room.
"He sold me!"
Nico stood near the fireplace.
I pointed toward the papers scattered across the floor.
"He handed me over to you to settle his debts, and now he's telling a judge I'm incapable of deciding whom to marry?"
Nico didn't interrupt.
My breathing became uneven.
"He wants to lock me away like Mom."
Rebecca, seated beside the window, looked up.
"We're going to challenge the petition. You're an adult, and your father has to meet a significant legal burden. His allegations don't establish incapacity merely because he made them."
I looked at her.
"Can he make me go back?"
"Not simply by filing papers."
I swallowed.
"But he can still ruin my life."
Rebecca's expression softened.
"He can try. But we have evidence that raises serious questions about his credibility and his conduct toward you."
Nico crossed the room.
"Nora."
I looked up.
"You don't need to prove you're perfect to deserve freedom."
My throat tightened.
He knelt beside the chair.
"You can be frightened. You can cry. You can have memories you struggle to explain. None of that makes you somebody else's property."
I began sobbing.
He waited.
Then asked, "May I hug you?"
I nodded.
He wrapped his arms around me.
And for the first time since my wedding, I allowed myself to believe that perhaps my father wasn't invincible.
The hearing took place four days later.
I wore a simple navy dress.
No expensive jewelry.
No designer shoes.
Nothing that might make me feel like the carefully controlled daughter Edmund had displayed at charity events.
Nico sat behind me.
Rebecca stood at my side.
Across the room, my father wore a gray suit and a sorrowful expression.
He looked like a grieving parent.
Concerned.
Exhausted.
Desperate to save his daughter.
I'd watched him perform that role a hundred times.
When the judge entered, everyone stood.
My father's attorney began by describing my supposed mental health history.
He referenced old evaluations.
Boarding school reports.
Statements from employees who claimed I behaved unpredictably.
I felt sick.
Some of those documents had been created after my father's punishments.
After nights when I was too frightened to sleep.
After weeks when I stopped speaking because every word could be used against me.
Then Rebecca presented our response.
She challenged the authenticity and relevance of several documents.
She introduced evidence that I had worked, managed my personal affairs, and understood the legal proceeding.
She also explained the serious conflict of interest involving my father's control over the Whitmore trust.
The judge listened carefully.
Then she turned toward me.
"Ms. Ashford, I'd like to ask you a question."
My heart hammered.
"Yes, Your Honor."
"Do you understand what your father is requesting?"
I took a breath.
"Yes."
"Tell me in your own words."
I looked toward Edmund.
He stared at me.
That familiar warning filled his eyes.
Be careful.
Say the right thing.
Don't embarrass me.
For one terrible second, I was twelve again.
Then I looked toward Nico.
He didn't nod.
Didn't coach me.
Didn't signal an answer.
He simply waited.
I turned back to the judge.
"My father wants the power to decide where I live, who I see, and how I manage my money."
The judge nodded.
"And what do you want?"
I swallowed.
"I want to decide those things myself."
"Why?"
Tears filled my eyes.
"Because I've spent twelve years being afraid of what happens when I disagree with him."
The courtroom went silent.
I continued.
"He says I'm unstable because I remember things he wants forgotten. He says I need protection, but he's the person I'm afraid of."
My voice trembled.
"I don't know every detail of what happened to my mother. I don't know whether I'll win the legal case about her money. But I know I'm an adult. I know I have a right to speak."
I looked directly at the judge.
"And I know that being scared of my father doesn't mean I'm incapable of living without him."
The judge thanked me.
After reviewing the arguments, she declined to grant the emergency control my father requested and scheduled further proceedings on the disputed allegations.
Edmund's face changed.
His carefully arranged sadness disappeared.
For one instant, I saw the man from the basement.
Furious.
Humiliated.
Dangerous.
Outside the courtroom, reporters crowded the sidewalk.
Someone had leaked the story.
"Ms. Ashford! Did your father sell you to Nico Ferrara?"
"Are you claiming your mother is alive?"
"Is your marriage real?"
Nico stepped beside me.
He offered his hand.
I took it.
But before we reached the car, my father appeared behind the reporters.
"Nora!"
I stopped.
He pushed through the crowd.
"You've humiliated our family!"
Everyone turned.
My stomach tightened.
Edmund pointed at Nico.
"This man is using you!"
Nico's expression hardened.
But before he could respond, I stepped forward.
"No, Dad."
The crowd went quiet.
"You don't get to speak for me anymore."
My father's face reddened.
"You ungrateful little—"
He stopped when he noticed the cameras.
Then he smiled.
A terrible, artificial smile.
"Sweetheart, I'm only trying to help."
I looked him straight in the eye.
"Then tell everyone where Mom is."
His smile vanished.
For several seconds, he didn't move.
Then he whispered something only I could hear.
"If you keep looking for her, Nora, you'll wish you'd left her buried."
And walked away.
That evening, Rebecca received an urgent call.
The authorities had obtained new evidence relating to St. Catherine's.
Eleanor Ashford had apparently been transferred out of the facility just hours before investigators arrived to verify her welfare.
Her room was empty.
Her medical chart had been altered.
And nobody on duty would explain where she'd gone.
But the woman who left the note beside our car had come forward.
Her name was Grace Turner.
She was a nurse.
And she claimed Eleanor had been trying to contact her daughter for years.
Grace had preserved one letter.
A letter my mother had written to me.
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The first line read:
My darling Nora, if you are reading this, I finally found someone brave enough to help me.
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